And The Procrastination Marches On.

Hmmmm, I have a lot of work to do but for some reason I feel the need to write aimlessly. Maybe it'll help my little block now. I've been writing non-stop for weeks that whatever I write now comes out as shit. So a much needed break is what I'm taking now. Maybe its dragging on a little longer than it should!

While I was in Masjid India this morning. My block lifted, somewhat. I sat in the car took out a notepad my dad uses to keep track of gas intake and I started writing in my really bad handwriting. I just sat in the hot car and wrote everything I saw. The storefronts, the dirty alleyway, the various people walking about, everything! I got a couple pages worth. The real task is going back to it and trying to deciper my handwriting :-| Maybe it's the makings of a short story. I'm not sure yet. For now its just a reflective piece. I might just type it up here. Not sure yet. Than my audience of zero will get a glimpse of a morning in Masjid India! Lol.

I really should post up pictures on here. My digital camera is sitting on my desk, basking in dust. I feel like such a tourist when I take pictures. Lol. Reminds me of the lost faces of white people that roam around Malaysia with their backpacks and sweaty faces. Looking at us as if we were an alien species, "Oh, this is how a darkie looks like!". It really cracks me up to see their faces. While others walk around as if they are superior to us. Makes me want to squat down on the floor and cook curry on a pile of burning kindling.

I felt alienated in Portland when my good white friends made a face at the food I ate but even in my own country, full of darkies, I still get that look. Why is being white so coveted? People who shower once a day, don't wash their ass and eat a bunch of carbs until they graduate to a mumu. Okay, that was a generalization, not the shower part though or the ass part come to speak of it. They find us asian people dirty for washing our asses. For those white people who read this, don't pretend you don't generalize about asians, because you do. Some of my white friends did it in front of my face and laughed.

I'm not saying that white people are lower than us but don't put them up on a pedestal. We're equal to them.

There I go again! Bitching, bitching, bitching. I swear, I can't help it.